At a loss... Read till the end to understand!

I've been blogging for over a year consistently now... I'm really at a loss! Not exactly in a bad way either!!!

When I started this blog I didn't have a clue how long it was going to last... I didn't know if anyone would really want to know the things I wrote about... I didn't even know if I would want to continue or when I would want to stop!

I'm at a loss that a year has gone by where I write almost every day... I may miss a day here and there but I mostly write 5 days a week... And not only have I not gotten bored with writing... I am enjoying it way more than I ever thought I would!!!

There have been times where I think I want to give it up.... But then I look at the statistics for my blog... I see that there are people all over the world who at least look at my blog... And I end up feeling really really proud of my blog!

I wouldn't get to be so happy without you all so thank you soooo very much!!!!

You have no idea how much you have given me strength to continue doing what I love! The writer is often not even aware of this fact... But some are... They write for those who want to read their stuff... I'm blessed to have people who want to look at my blog!

I never know if they are reading it or if it is just being looked at and that is why self-doubt ever even happens... I get going and after a while I realize... I know if they are looking maybe they are reading so it reassures me too!

A bloggers writing life is a bit harder than a normal writers life though... A writer turns out one book at a time... So does a blogger... Only they turn out a Post at a time... 

The difference isn't how many at a time but how often they are doing this. a writer turns out books that take anywhere from months to years to write... A blogger turns out posts that take anywhere from an hour to a few days to write... It all depends on the topic!

So to me the blogger has it harder because they are expected to write a lot more content for the viewer... Even though it really is the same amount of content it is much more visible that the novelist's work is... You don't know when to expect new books from a writer but a blogger you can expect there posts like clockwork most of the time! I guess... When I really think about it...

You can say the real reason I'm at a loss is because when I started I never really thought about how much work goes into this or how little people would comment on what I write... But mostly... I never dreamed it would be this rewarding to write something that I don't know how much it is liked... It's a mystery and I love it!

I LOVE looking and seeing what new areas of the world have seen my work... And mostly I am at a loss of how to say... 
"Thank You" to you all!

So this is the best I can do.... 

As always... Thank you so much for looking at what I post!
Have a wonderful day!

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